Idina Menzel Offers Deeply Personal Look At IVF Journey In New Documentary

When Idina Menzel agreed to let a digicam crew comply with her throughout the U.S. for a brand new documentary, she hoped to chronicle the achievement of her lifelong dream of taking the stage at New York’s Madison Sq. Backyard.

Due out on Disney+ Friday, “Idina Menzel: Which Way to the Stage?” captures the thrill of that 2018 live performance for posterity. True to type, the Tony winner delivers goosebump-inducing showstoppers from Broadway’s “Rent” and “Wicked,” in addition to a choice of pop-rock tracks from her two solo albums. A behind-the-scenes glimpse at her evolution right into a Disney princess, by the use of 2013’s animated smash “Frozen” and its 2019 sequel, can be a spotlight.

However “Which Way to the Stage?” additionally seems past theatrics to supply a transferring portrait of a working mom who at a relatable crossroads. Amid the chaos of her tour, Menzel makes an attempt ― to various levels of success ― to prioritize moments together with her 13-year-old son, Walker, whom she shares with ex-husband Taye Diggs. At the identical time, she and her present husband, Aaron Lohr, are hoping to broaden their household.

The Disney+ documentary “Idina Menzel: Which Way to the Stage?” premieres Friday, Dec. 9.

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“We’re all performing. We’re all trying to get through the day, do what we love in our work and also be present in our lives, for the people we love,” Menzel instructed HuffPost. “As much as I want to be in the spotlight, wear sequined outfits, get the accolades and have a crowd cheering for me, it’s just as important for me to be at my son’s basketball game, and go trick-or-treating with him.”

Working with director Anne McCabe, Menzel seems again at her personal childhood on New York’s Lengthy Island by way of house movies and archival photographs, and revisits the reception corridor the place she spent her younger grownup years as a marriage singer with huge desires. (The Nineteen Eighties and ’90s hairstyles that mark every of these life chapters are worthy of their very own retrospective.)

As Menzel made a reputation for herself, personal tribulations emerged. Her dad and mom divorced when she was 15, leaving her with “a lot of neuroses and distrust.” The movie’s greatest revelation, nevertheless, is her expertise present process fertility remedy whereas on tour as she tries to have a child with Lohr. Finally, she should take care of the truth that changing into a mother for the second time “wasn’t meant to be.”

Aaron Lohr (left) and Idina Menzel have been married since 2017.
Aaron Lohr (left) and Idina Menzel have been married since 2017.

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“I felt it was important for people, especially women, to understand that there’s no shame in the failure of that process,” mentioned Menzel, who hadn’t spoken publicly about her try and have a second youngster till now. “It was helpful for me to not stay the victim. I compartmentalized a lot, but having an outlet to make music with my band every night was healing. It helped me to stay true to why I do what I do, and that’s to make other people feel good.”

Nowadays, Menzel is busier than ever, handing over well-received performances in 2019’s “Uncut Gems,” starring Adam Sandler, and this fall’s “Disenchanted,” the long-awaited sequel to Disney’s “Enchanted.” She additionally unveiled a clothes line, Encore by Idina, this yr and made her kids’s publishing debut this yr with the image e-book “Loud Mouse,” co-written together with her sister Cara Mentzel.

Watch the trailer for “Idina Menzel: Which Way to the Stage?” under.

However the actor and singer isn’t one to dwell on the previous, or focus an excessive amount of on a current success. Fittingly, “Which Way To The Stage?” climaxes with a chilling rendition of “Defying Gravity” from “Wicked,” and like Elphaba, her character in that musical, she’s wanting to embrace the long run with enthusiasm.

“I want to keep developing original roles. But I also want to travel and take my family to see the world. I want to keep showing up at my kid’s games and sitting on the couch with my husband and binge-watching TV,” she mentioned. “At this point in my life, I’m willing to take a little credit for being a good messenger.”